Sunday, October 16, 2005

Enlightenment

Im not supposed to blog here right now, but somehow i have the urge to blog. For those Khairul Anuar's fans out there, just for your information, he will be at Bazar Utara, beside the Causeway Point. I don't know what he is up to, but surely he would put up a performance there.

Yesterday, i finally met my long-lost friends who are studying at USS. they went for the ceramah at Masjid Alkhair. We stayed there for our break-fast and solat terawih too. I was pleasantly surprised that one my friends, whom i am very close to during our primary school days, achieved 14 points for his L1R5. To come to think of it, he lost to me for the PSLE exams. It maybe because of two reasons; whether he had improved alot since OR i was the one who slacked alot after that. Only God knows.

I received an enlightenment from yesterday's ceramah. Uztazah Siti Rahmah A.Hamid gave a meaningful yet an interesting talk about the current situation of our malay teenagers. She ended her speech, saying something like, "prove that our malay teenagers can compete with the rest, and not being a burden to the society".
I really agreed with that. Our malay society in Singapore cannot achieved big goals, except for the minority who really stand out from the crowd. Im not criticising my own race but I just hoped more of us would able to stand out from the rest and make a positive impact for our society and country. Let us achieve this together especially during this religious month of Ramadhan.
And the next big test for me, the O levels.

Saturday, October 15, 2005

Graduation..

I had never believed that i could come such a long way in life.
I mean, i always thought i could experience this type of life; where you could meet your friends in school everyday, joking and crapping around with them, mugging for exams together, etc.
But to come to think of it, life would always keep changing, whether you like it or not. One moment you are experiencing a new lease of life, the next would simply gone and you had to move on. For once, you need to adjust yourself to a new environment again.
just imagine this situation- you are just standing in front of the Poly/JC that you are posted to. in your hands, you are holding on to your certs. you are not sure whether you wanted to go in. the feeling inside you seemed cannot make any decision. You knew you had to move on in life but you there is always something that stops you. The memories you had in ur secondary school life seemed too strong for you to forget, and you desparately clinging on to it. You are afraid that if you do take that one step front, you would eventually forget about those memories.

However, if you look on it in a positive aspect, it is not bad after all. Everybody don't like to experience this, but you simply had to dealt with it. it is just a matter of your positive thinking and your optimism for your own future. Do not cry when you had to leave those memories but you should if you does not able to achieve your goal. As your life moves on, there are always friends and companions around to guide you through.

In a nutshell, i hoped my dear graduating ccksians would succeed in their life. Live your life to the fullest and good luck for the O levels. May your wishes and dreams come true.