Sunday, January 28, 2007

This is the Title

A very good morning to everyone! Its 4.17am. And yes, i don't know why in the blue world im still not asleep. Perhaps bcoz of the post-Kallang-Fever symptom. Or issit simply i have not tried sleeping late for quite some time.

Since the beginning of the year, my com has been infected by virus man! and tats explained why i rarely update this blog or chat. Frustrating it may be, but come to think of it, its actually a piece of good news.

Com infected by virus = lagging in the system = no mood to use the com = wont be online-ing that often = saves time for other better things

Can see? Its a blessing in disguise actually. And how ironic it can be when im actually blogging now to talk about this. kwahkwahkwah.

Injuries and more injuries has been piling up on me recently. Soccer.. Badminton.. MALAY DANCE even took a toll on me sometimes. Soccer well yeah on laz friday i had it in school and it was so much fun when u're against ur JC1s. We imagined ourselves as Team Singapore whereas the JC1s as the Malaysians. haha. crap! and yes we won all the matches. *erm*( no wonder S'pore win juz now) And yesterday's morning MCS camp cum soccer was also another one which i played. Captain's ball was a disgrace when i tripped and fell after hitting a girl's heel. hahaha! Tetapi dengan semangat yang kental lagik liat, aku sambung bermain. Badminton for PE on friday was tiring too since i kept smashing that freakin shuttlecock against Edwin, the self-proclaimed Ronald Susilo. the back-roll during the dance practice cause me to twist and landed awkwardly on my back. haha. again... another silly thing to concede. Being careful is one thing. Containing urself is another. Sometimes ppl tend to get too excited when the situation gets unpredictable yet potentially-interesting, like me. hahaha. yeah, i admit. Im sure ppl enjoy rising up to the occasions. On a sidetrack, like the Causeway-Combat match juz now, Singapore was more determined and motivated to win the game coz they were playin in front of their own fans. A nerve of steel and focus needed to take those heart-wrenching penalty kicks. Im sure those weak-hearted will faint on the way walkin to place the ball on the penalty spot. scary, seriously. i experienced that during my secondary school days and i can still remembered vividly that i was perspiring to the max. Everyone was counting on u to score and u knew the stakes are very high. One mistake can proved costly.

Back to the topic, i think i should calm down and be cool. chill, relax one corner but contribute things on the same time. In terms of soccer, i've done that. Critical passing is much cooler and dribbling. Unless ur name is Cristiano Ronaldo or Ronaldinho, den better not do those fancy footworks. In terms of study, i've tried to do that but yet to be successful. perhaps exams is not here yet thats y i cant judge it for now. U can still be cool even if u're a studios freakos u noe that? haha.

Aniwae, school has been very good so far. im enjoyin life although GP remedials habe been spoiling my tues every week. I seriously need to pass that GP test man! God help me please. I really wan to take my A's tis yr, score well, go uni, take degree and fly off. yeah, i made it sound so easy. Really need to work hard man! Orite, i stop here. Its time for morning prayers. taking care. selamtz everyone!

Thursday, January 11, 2007

2007. A New Beginning.

WELL. HAPPY NEW YEAR 2007 to EVERYONE!
im so late.

It has been some time since i last blogged. Im SO sorry because as you know, school has re-opened.
And being busy as always, i can't really blogged that frequent. Hai.

Nvm. That's not the point that im going to talk about today. What's more important is that i finally QUIT HOCKEY. Yes. im OUT.

After a year being a hockey player, i think its time for me to 'retire'. Its not that im not fit nor im not interested in sports, but simply, hockey is so much difficult to master. When you can't master the sports, you dread to go for the trainings. And everytime you go for the trainings, you feel its boring because you cant do anything much, especially dribbling. for those who know me well, I love to dribble regardless the sports; soccer, rugby etc. But when comes to hockey, i can't do anything much with the ball, except for stopping, BASIC dribbling, pass. That's all. After all, all these while, i hoped that through the trainings, i will improve on that, dribbling past one or more opponents like what i did in soccer. I get frustrated when things i expect to happen doesn't happen. Although i was VERY glad and excited when i was selected for the first team, playing as the CENTRE FORWARD, i can't help it when my techniques are still not up to my expectation. I do scored some vital goals and making nice runs down the flanks, so im not that bad actually, i presumed.

Being in 2 CCAs currently is also partly my reason why i quit. For the benefit of those who still don't know what's my other CCA, well, im telling you now, its Malay Dance(MCS). Its not that i was entirely forced, but it is a two ways thing, they forced me to join and on the same time, i agreed to it coz i feel i want to learn something new in my JC life. Being malay, i should know more-or-less some of my Malay traditional dance moves right? Its only for this year's SYF what.. no harm. its not that im going to be a malay dancer for the rest of my life. The important thing is, i will gain something beneficial from it. I hope so.

Thirdly, i was actually planning to join Soccer which, i hoped, it will set up soon. Im already doing the proposal and petition with some of my friends' help. But i got 3 problems; they may reject our proposal, JC2 might not able to join a new CCA, and we for sure might not able to play in this year's tournanment which will be held this April. So, yes, my chance to represent PJC Soccer is very very slim. One thing for sure, i just hoped that soccer will be set up, thats all. I will be more than happy to see that happening. Although if im not going to be part of it, i will still be glad to see the individual soccer talents among PJC students. And people start to recognise me, Sir Khairul Ruzaini, as the Founder of PJC Soccer. haha. okay. thats crap.

Aniway, apart from all those things, school has been quite a smooth sailing for me. Maybe because its still early and it havent reach the stress peak level. But i think im more disciplined now. haha. chey. nolah, its just that im more determined to do well this year. So, need to be more hardworking lah. hopefully, i can continue this attitude till the A levels, if better, for the rest of my life. haha. insyaallah.
Oh ya, J1s PJC students this year is quite promising you know? I mean, the girls. haha. nolah. im just trying to say that there are more pretty girls this time. BUT im sure, im not not going to tackle them or anything, coz simply, i don't have time to. If in any circumstances i got time, then, maybe. haha.

In conclusion, i think i got to go now. Roger Out.